Friday, January 29, 2021

Series I've started and intend to finish

I mostly read stand alone books but as I've gotten a bit more into science fiction and fantasy, I've started to read more series. As one of my goals is to continue making progress in series I've started, I decided to compile a list to help me keep myself focused. Here are the series I've started and intend to continue. 


1. The Expanse series by James S.A. Corey

I've read the first two books in the 9 book series.

2. The Dresden Files by Jim Butcher

I've also read the first two and love them on audiobook. This is a long series though so I won't finish it this year.

3. The Mirror Visitor Quartet by Christelle Dabos

I've read the first three and I'm waiting for the fourth to be published in English.

4. The Bartimaeus Trilogy by Jonathan Stroud

I've read 2 out of the 3.

5. The Scholomance by Naomi Novik

I've read the first. I'm not sure how many will be in this series but intend to keep reading.

6. The Brown Sisters Trilogy by Talia Hibbert

This is more companion novels than an actual series but I intend to read the third one when it comes out this year.

7. The Wayfarers by Becky Chambers

Again, companion novels but I intend to read the fourth and last one this year.


Friday, January 15, 2021

January Wrap Up #1

 After a bit of a slow start, I've now completed 5 books in the first half of January.

The first book of the year that I finished was The Vanished Birds by Simon Jimenez. It is a character driven science fiction novel focusing on a group of interstellar travelers who are trying to discover a secret that could revolutionize their way of life. The chapters focused on different characters and I found myself wanting to stay with these intricately drawn people. I was blown away and couldn't believe this was a debut novel. Will definitely pick up his future work. 4.5 stars

I read Troubled by Kenneth Rosen. I did a full review in an earlier post but in summary, 2 stars.

Next I read Homeland Elegies by Ayad Akhtar. This was weird because I went into it knowing it was fiction but it read very much like snapshots from a memoir. The main character has the author's name, job, and lives in the same location. It really read like a memoir but despite its unconventional set up, I really enjoyed it. He focuses on immigrant's experience with feeling like they belong in two worlds, but also none. There were lots of politics and business references in here which sometimes made me feel like I wasn't smart enough to understand but I kept wanting to learn more. I gave it 4 stars.

I listened to a poetry collection called Earth Keeper by N. Scott Momaday. 2 stars. I listened to this for my Reader Harder challenge of a book of nature poems. This had a theme of taking care of the earth through Native American folklore-type poems. It wasn't my thing but it was fine. 

Lastly, I read The Broken Girls by Simone St. James. This has two timelines, one in 1950 at a haunted boarding school and one in 2014 with a journalist writing about the restoration of the boarding school. The ghost elements were creepy and unsettling and the mystery of the death of someone kept me hooked. I really liked this book and it was almost 5 stars, but the modern storyline was a little slow for me to get into so I will give it 4.5 stars.




Monday, January 11, 2021

ARC Review of Troubled by Kenneth Rosen

Troubled by Kenneth Rosen is a nonfiction book about different programs for troubled teens. The author himself went to a "scared straight" type program when he was a teenager. He focuses on three types of programs: wilderness, boarding school, and more restrictive residential treatment.

He chooses to tell the stories of four individual teens who go through these various programs. Their stories were very compelling and illuminating to read. However, that's where my praise for this book stops. His writing is poor, his opinion incredibly biased, and he presents his opinions without facts that back him up. His thesis is, "This book hopes to show that in many, if not all, cases these programs do more harm than good." After reading this book, I do not believe that. I was convinced that these programs need to be overhauled, that the adults who run these programs need more training and more regulation. 

One reason he says these programs should be ended is the death rate. He points out deaths that occurred during the programs. Some were due to drugs, some suicide, and others were caused by the adults restricting food allowances. However, after teens died from the lack of food, regulations were put into place requiring a minimum of 1800 calories to prevent that from occurring again. Additionally, these are teens who were doing drugs, self harming, prostituting themselves, and engaging in other risky behaviors. I think a factor to consider is how many would've died regardless.

Another of his arguments is that he thinks "he would've grown out of it." and thus his parents shouldn't have sent him away. It is possible of course, but many parents intervene because they fear the real damage their children could do without getting help. Again, drug use, prostitution, and committing other crimes are all things that would have long-term negative consequences and it is incredibly naïve to think they'll just outgrow it.  

He says near the end of the book that parents of unruly teens ask him if he benefited from the programs he was sent to and he ponders whether it helped him. He writes, "Far as I can tell, I never really shed that troubled past. I still steal things or shoplift from time to time though I call it 'casual liberation.' I drive recklessly. I disrespect authority figures. I make risky financial decisions. I test the limits of my family's patience." At another part he includes information that he has spent time in jail for attempted armed robbery and attempted murder of his girlfriend. I'm baffled as to why he included that information because it definitely undermines the idea that he would just "grow out of it."

Lastly, the bias made this difficult to read. He only mentions at the end that one of the four teens whose story he tells was a friend he met during his time in a program. At the beginning, he said he chose these four because their experience best summed up the experience. Additionally and more importantly, he would state an opinion, only to follow it up with contradictory or confusing facts.  Here's an example: "In many studies, clients have indicated that wilderness therapy was productive for them during and immediately after it and the rest of their treatment. Interviews have shown that the clients usually did not continue to develop in the years after wilderness treatment, aside from the usual maturation of the adolescent brain and personality. Because a patient is swiftly reintroduced to their old peer groups, they shed any skills learned while in therapy. The transition is abrupt, and the tools learned in the wilderness are lose outside of a controlled environment. Yet the experience does not derail them socially, which may be the best benefit to a swift return." 

Another example of him providing contradictory information was about a survey parents filled out after consulting whether or not to try wilderness therapy. "The group, divided into those who had enrolled their children and those who had decided against the wilderness and residential track, showed a remarkable difference in outcomes among the children. Fifteen months after the initial call with the consultant, those who were admitted to a program showed few signs of the behavior that got them sent away. Those who instead stayed home and attended regular therapy or community sessions were still 'dysfunctional'." So here he provides at least anecdotal evidence from the parents that this program works better than not doing it. This book was full of examples like this.

The last example I'll share is one he included from a Facebook post written by a "survivor" of one of these programs. "Overall, I do believe that the Program has helped change my life and has been a major influence in the way I think and act today." This directly undermines the idea that these programs cause more psychological harm than good.

Overall, this book is biased, poorly and confusingly written, and doesn't succeed in convincing me that these programs should be shut down. While he highlights problems that I do think need to be addressed, he never convinces me that these programs should be entirely eliminated. I do not recommend this book to anyone. I give the book two stars for at least including the compulsively readable anecdotes and thank Netgalley for an early copy. This book is published on January 12, 2021.

A Late January TBR

 So I thought I'd already published this post, but I apparently haven't. This is my TBR for January.

1. Troubled by Kenneth Rosen (this is an ARC due out January 12th)

2. Vanished Birds by Simon Jimenez

3. Homeland Elegies by Ayad Akhtar

4. Kink edited by K.O. Kwon and Garth Greenwell (another ARC due out in February)

5. The Broken Girls by Simone St. James

6. One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest by Ken Kesey

7. A Puff of Smoke by Sarah Lippett

8. The Bear and the Nightingale by Katherine Arden














Saturday, January 2, 2021

12 books I want to read in 2021

 12 Books I want to read in 2021


1. The Broken Girls by Simone St. James

2. The Betrayals by Bridget Collins

3. The Galaxy and the Ground Within by Becky Chambers

4. In Cold Blood by Truman Capote

5. Abbadon’s Gate by James S.A. Corey

6. A Fine Balance by Rohinton Minstry

7. One Flew Over the Cuckoo’s Nest by Ken Kesey

8. The Sparrow by Mary Doria Russell

9. Blindness by Jose Saramago

10. American Gods by Neil Gaiman

11. The Bear and the Nightingale by Katherine Arden

12. Tell the Wolves I’m Home by Carol Rifka Brunt


If by the end of 2021, I am not at least mostly successful with this list, I will no longer create lists like these.


2021 Goals

 Here are my goals for 2021:

1. Read 12 of my unread books where I own 2 or more books by the same author.

Some possible authors would be:

  • Maggie O'Farrell
  • John Boyne
  • Brandon Sanderson
  • Chimamanda Ngozi Adiche
  • James S.A. Corey
  • Sarah Waters
  • Mary Doria Russell

2. Read 24 books unread on previous TBRs. I've been making TBRs for a little over three years and have plenty of books I haven't gotten to yet.

3. Read 9 of my purchased Audible books.

4. Read 6 classics.

5. Continue with series I've already started. I will make a later post about series I've started and plan to finish.

Lastly, my overall goal is to enjoy reading. I've participated in many challenges over the last few years to broaden my reading but as a result, I've slogged through some unenjoyable reads. I want to DNF books I'm not enjoying and hopefully have no 1 or 2 star books other than ARCs. (I will make myself finish those.)

December Wrap up #2

 So I decided to read a lot of graphic novels to try to bust out of my slump. It worked somewhat. Here's what I read since my last update.

I picked up the first three volumes of Avatar the Last Airbender: The Promise by Gene Luen Yang. This picked up right after the tv show and was pretty amusing although I felt the resolution was a bit of a cop-out. However, they hinted towards trying to find Zuko's mother in the next volume so I'm keen to pick it up. I gave these volumes 3 stars.

Then I read The Prince and the Dressmaker by Jen Wang. This is another graphic novel about a prince who likes to wear dresses and his dressmaker who creates the most fabulous outfits. I liked the representation and positive messages about embracing yourself but I felt the ending was very unrealistic, even for a fairytale. I gave it 3 stars.

I checked out Waves by Ingrid Chabbert. This is a graphic novel based on her experience of trying to get pregnant but miscarrying halfway through her term. This focuses on the grief that came like waves and how she found her way through them by writing. It is a beautiful and sad story. I gave it 4 stars.

I also read Princess Princess Ever After by Katie O'Neill which was a queer fairytale about a princess who saves another princess locked in a tower. It was precious and had lots of positive messages. I gave it 3 stars.

The last comic I picked up was Rick and Morty Volume 1 by Zac Gorman. I have watched all four seasons of Rick and Morty and love the dark humor and wacky adventures. This first volume contained five stories that extend the show. It was just pure fun. I gave it 4 stars and will definitely be picking up the next volume.

I also read a middle grade book called Show Me a Sign by Ann Clare LeZotte. This was a historical fiction based on an island near Martha's Vineyard that had a really high population of Deaf people. The people on this island created their own sign language in order to communicate and everyone (even hearing people) used it. The plot starts when a scientist comes to study the island to try to figure out why so many people are Deaf. This was riveting and it spurred me to learn more about this historical area. I gave it 4 stars.

The last book I finished in December was A Christmas Carol by Charles Dickens. I listened to the Audible version that Tim Curry narrates. I'd never read the book but had seen different movie versions and was mostly aware of the story. This was so enjoyable. Tim Curry should narrate everything! Additionally, I'd heard Dickens was difficult to read because he was so verbose but I found it very accessible. I will definitely be picking up his work in the future. I gave it 5 stars.